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losing my grip

from feelings inexplicable by NahBo

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I have avoidant attachment issues, and was a theatre kid in high school. That’s all I’ll say about this one.

lyrics

Intro:
I’m kind of spiralling
Why is this happ’ning to me?
I let the feelings in
And now they’re burying me
I know that the next step is to let go
But I am scared of the unknown

//

Chorus:
Losing my grip on my own damn heartstrings
I’m going out of my mind
Taking a hit from my own imag’nings
I’m losing all sense of time

Verse 1:
All I want to do is be alone
But I also wanna feel known (What’s with that?)
Such a contradiction it’s a fucking meme
Plus it’s kinda selfish and a little mean
Am I just an introvert or am I an asshole?
Guess I’ll never know coz my flow can’t handle the weight
Of combing through my imperfections
It is not enough to have a little introspection
So I skirt around myself
That’s a deflection
I can’t stand the sight of my reflection
Right now music is my only therapy
Life’s too hard it always seems to get the best of me
But I keep on trying every single day
Tryna find the perfect words for me to say
I love you and I really, truly wanna stay
I love you, but I wish that I could fly away

Chorus:
Losing my grip on my own damn heartstrings
I’m going out of my mind
Taking a hit from my own imag’nings
I’m losing all sense of time

Verse 2:
The more I speak the less I say
But I keep on talking anyway (What’s with that?)
I don't wanna die, but I'm afraid of living
And every lens I look through is so unforgiving
So much shit is riding on maintaining pace
I am not providing, only taking up space
But I keep on trying every single day
Tryna show that I can do this my own way

Chorus:
Losing my grip on my own damn heartstrings
I’m going out of my mind
Taking a hit from my own imag’nings
I’m losing all sense of time

Outro
Losing my grip
Taking a hit
Losing my grip
Taking a hit
Losing my grip
Taking a hit
Losing my grip
Taking a hit

credits

from feelings inexplicable, released July 14, 2023

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NahBo Wellington, New Zealand

Astronesian native, NahBo, is sad about colonisation, then makes beats about it.

Released on Empty Goon Records.

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