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Working through doubting my worthiness with mindfulness.

lyrics

Chorus 1
I have lost all sense of the core of me
It’s like
I know that I’m here
But here is just a mem’ry
I reach out a hand and find empty space
There’s nothing left here to see

Verse 1
Trying to take in the lessons
That I always hear about
Learning when to shut my mouth
And learning when to speak out
Still fuck that up
But determined to try and work it out
Still so fucked up
But determined to try and work it out
Slow down I’m still not ready
Slow down this heart is still heavy
Look at the thoughts that you’re having
Then let them pass by like traffic.
Signed up for therapy
The waitlist is killing me
My brain feels like it is swelling
The warning bells getting to yelling

Chorus 2
I have lost all sense of the core of me
It’s like
I’ve evaporated now I’m just a mem’ry
Like I’ve disappeared without any trace
There’s nothing left here of me

Verse 2
Slow down I’m still not ready
Slow down this heart is still heavy
Look at the thoughts that you’re having
Then let them pass by like traffic.
I deserve to start again
Keep all the learning,
Discard some pain
Or else I’ll go insane
Slow down I’m still not ready
Slow down this heart is still heavy
Look at the thoughts that you’re having
Then let them pass by like traffic.
Still fuck that up
But determined to try and work it out
Still so fucked up
But determined to try and work it out

Chorus 1+2
I have lost all sense of the core of me
It’s like
I know that I’m here
But here is just a mem’ry
I reach out a hand and find empty space
There’s nothing left here to see
I have lost all sense of the core of me
It’s like
I’ve evaporated now I’m just a mem’ry
Like I’ve disappeared without any trace
There’s nothing left here of me

Outro
Slow down I’m still not ready
Slow down this heart is still heavy
Slow down I’m still not ready
Slow down this heart is still heavy
Slow down I’m still not ready
Slow down this heart is still heavy
Slow down I’m still not ready
Slow down this heart is still heavy

Slow down I am still not ready
Slow down this heart is still heavy
Slow down I am still not ready
Slow down this heart is still heavy

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from feelings inexplicable, released July 14, 2023

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NahBo Wellington, New Zealand

Astronesian native, NahBo, is sad about colonisation, then makes beats about it.

Released on Empty Goon Records.

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